Sunday, July 5, 2009

Crossroads

Is this all there is? If so, I'm disappointed. Or at least disappointed in this part.

I'm at some sort of wierd midpoint in my life. I'm unsure of what I need to do, yet know I do have to do something. I have no dreams, no expectations. I'm bored shitless. And although I say I despise my job, thats probably not true. I'm bored with my job is more like it. I'm tired of my own apathy.

I want a simple life. I dont need to make tons of money. Just pay the bills, and buy dog toys. I have all this, yet something is not right.

Do I move away? Get a new job? Keeping plugging along and hope for change?

8 comments:

Gia's Spot said...

Hello?
Are you in my head??
LOL
you are not alone!
What to do when all you striven for you have achieved? Your kids have flown the coop, your friends are in a different place, the job is ok, you realize that all the "stuff" you were saving for is already obsolete, so WTF do you need it for! Yeah, sorry can't help ya, Unless you want to move over and we can take turns rowing that kayak to nowhere!! Mid life sucksssssss. (Oh plus your foot is in a cast which transmits bad vibes to your brain which in turn causes you to have the opposite of an epipany!)

Gia's Spot said...

Sorry Peedee... bad night at work.. What can I do to help you through the doldrums?

Gia's Spot said...

(Psst I commented on the last post too!) Oh man my word verification is nonest !!How does it do that?

peedee said...

ur hilarious Gia. All your post mayhem made me laugh. Its all good. It is what it is. I'm just bored. Cast comes off friday and i'm going to play softball next monday night. I need to play ball. Its what keeps me sane.

thanks for caring. ;)

Mrs. Bunker said...

Volunteer. I do a free clinic once a month. I would do that full time if I didn't have bills to pay. It makes me feel useful & motivated.
you could coach (so you don't break your ankle again immediately).

peedee said...

Thats a damn good idea Edith! I'm gonna call the local animal shelter tomorrow. Wow im already happier. =D

Gia's Spot said...

I feel awful, I just was trying to make you laugh but Edith, she had an actual solution! Hrump,,, she would make a great Dr.!! ;Q

peedee said...

lol you did make me feel better Gia. you made me laugh and laughing releases good endorphins. and umm she IS a dr. lol